Sometimes a long weekend is what you need to feel the energy creeping back to your system. Things would never be the same again but as they said, when God closes a door, He opens a window. Maybe there would be really be something good that would come out of this crazy scenario. I just have to find each and every way to force myself to focus and still feel the drive to go back to the place where he is not.
And so 30mins more to go til the end of the day, I smile thinking it would just be 8 hours a day that I have to pretend and later on convince myself that I am happy again. Then maybe after this 8hrs, I would find giddiness in him again. 🙂
Weird, crazy and complex–that would be my everyday until everything gets sorted out.