At the end of a happy day

Today, I had an orientation for a possible job which I declined and hopefully would not regret that; I met with Cliff, who just came home from Doha; had my favorite Starbucks combi: Javachip and Belgian Waffle; did a little bit of shopping with Carmi and Ezra; Was talking all day to Emomot; it was cold and breezy…in short it was a one fine day for me. For real. It felt nice to sleep on the bus even though I was dead tired and I was irritated still at my clogged ears. Tch.

And then I logged in to YM. And then I realized I missed something. Some friendship with someone I had been in constant communication with for the past year and then it went poof. Sigh. And I told him I missed him, for surely I do. But not surprisingly, he did not believe me. I don’t blame him.

It’s hard when friendship becomes weirded out because you thought the relationship could go on another level. And when it didn’t, things doesn’t go back to normal. Sigh. Oh well… Life…

But really.. I miss you.

Coffee

When you’re told to blog about anything, what would be the first thing that comes to your mind?

Mine right now would be coffee. May it be the literal meaning or with some hidden meaning. I want coffee. Not hot and not cold. Not a frapuccino but a regular super sweet one. I love the smell of coffee. It’s bitter and yet sweet like life. Why do we want it? Well, for the main reason it keeps us awake and alert. Eyes dilated and every sense at it’s attention. But coffee only gives us a boost for only three hours they say. Better take an apple. Hmm. But there’s something addicting to that bitter-sweet taste of it. At some point I think again of how most of us live our lives. We drink it even if it’s hot and burns us. We jump into the unkown knowing it will hurt us in the end, but still our curiosity gets the best of us and still we jump. As the saying goes, take a risk because if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more.

And this is how my mind is working right now. Coffee. I want coffee. Just because of a coffee urge I begin to associate it with life. We want it hot or cold, bitter and sweet depending on our moods. But at the end of the day there would just always be one perfect cup for us. Just one. One that can make any cup taste so bland and boring.

For my quick fix, Starbucks would always be on the top of my list.Is it anywhere near you? Check out where they are: store locator

I’m wanting a Javachip Frapuccino now.