Runaway Bride
I think I was the “runaway bride” syndrome. It’s like every time some friend would like me more than I like them I scramble and run off. The more I think about what happened between me and honeybunch before, the more I realized I how scared I am of really falling in love. Of giving it all and then losing it all. I guess it’s suffice to say my heart healed from the succession of aches it got that I have really not been able to open up as I thought I had.
Maybe the stupid Facebook quiz was right, that whenever I like someone my intentions and actions are so random that they are unclear. I know at some point or another Mine and I clicked. (Harhar for assumptions but WTH) And yet I held back.
And since I somehow know I cannot just give my all again, I’d always seem to choose the side wherein it’s me who gets hurt. Ugh. Sigh.
So what now? 
Aaaaaawe.. I was like this before too..
You’re still very young, Brinks.. it’s quite normal to feel unsure and somewhat alarmed when you know that you’re on the verge of falling (in love, that is).
I’ve broken hearts and I’ve had my heart broken more than a few times, but the men I’ve hurt were able to move on after a while as if nothing happened. Also, I was wrong when I presumed that I could never give my everything to the next man I would love after surviving a heartache. The truth is, my dear, we are made to withstand pain and heal almost without scars.
Don’t be afraid. The feeling of being giddily in love is great. Being in the arms of someone you’re SO into is even more amazing. Taking chances is what makes our lives less boring, yes?
Hihihi..this is soooooo ages ago, sorry Liz di ko nabubuksan. Thanks sa advice >:D< tama ka… hehehe
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Aw thanks! I didn’t know anybody reads this hihi