Runaway Bride

I think I was the “runaway bride” syndrome. It’s like every time some friend would like me more than I like them I scramble and run off. The more I think about what happened between me and honeybunch before, the more I realized I how scared I am of really falling in love. Of giving it all and then losing it all. I guess it’s suffice to say my heart healed from the succession of aches it got that I have really not been able to open up as I thought I had.

Maybe the stupid Facebook quiz was right, that whenever I like someone my intentions and actions are so random that they are unclear. I know at some point or another Mine and I clicked. (Harhar for assumptions but WTH) And yet I held back.

And since I somehow know I cannot just give my all again, I’d always seem to choose the side wherein it’s me who gets hurt. Ugh. Sigh.

So what now?

Love is Complex

I just finished watching Management, Jen Aniston and..dunno the guy. Did not really like the movie, kinda dragging. I didn’t even realized that it was ending already. Anyway, the concept is there. When someone struck you big time, you can really go all out to chase that person even if it meant across the states. Love surprises you when and where it appears. Unusual places makes it exciting and crazy at the same time; but when it’s there, it’s there. Sigh.

Finished watching the anime Lovely Complex also earlier. Soooo nice. I just love it. It made me smile all day. Lovelovelove. The never ending discussion about it.

I was gonna say something else but I think I’m already dazed. Will just continue analyzing the movies tomorrow.