Online drama
Late post again… 
July 8, 2009
Adik sa’yo…awit sa akin…
And so the song keeps playing on my mind. Funny series. And now my mind becomes blank. I have an interview again tomorrow. And today I also saw a job posting from IRRI. My heart skipped. It’s IRRI even if it’s here. If I get a job offer there I wouldn’t be hesitating to accept it. 
Sigh. With great hopes of course that Carmi and Tito and Tita would understand. But no use worrying about that now hahaha as I haven’t even applied. LOL
….Mine said he missed me. There goes that line to sure to soften me. Garr.. We weren’t in speaking terms since the other day. LOLs. Committed the biggest blunder guys would do. LOL. Well, maybe not the biggest but synonymous to that at least, since it didn’t happen face to face AND hindi naman kami. LOL. But still, a big ego blow for me to be called by an endearment used for another. Fine ang babaw. But..Hmf. LOLz. Then Arvin points out again na hindi nga naman kami at chat lang yon and nagkamali lang thus “lol” was just his answer when I asked for his opinion. Fine. But I was upset. Hmmmm.
But then again, all’s been said and done. No use crying over spilled milk and all those cliché. And this is just online drama Sigh…. all I gotta do is to disconnect and poof real life continues. They may just even be fictional characters in my life. Sad to say. There are some things that can’t be real. Even if you wish them to be…….
Some people might really just remain a yellow bulb in your messenger list which you only get to talk to when you connect to the big tangles of the world-wide web.
