Emo-emo-emoootional

Whoa. I haven’t blogged for such a long time now. Been too lazy or preoccupied or playing Sims lately. Now indulging myself with Grey’s Anatomy lines. Sigh. One should really not watch too much drama during this time of the month. Ouch. Been crying all morning at the simplest scenes.

On emo mode again. Tch. I hate that this is the emotion I get hooked on during period times.

He’s such an effin’ onion, with every layer that I peel he doesn’t know it makes me cry… Sigh. This is sooo wrong. I can’t believe I went back to zero. I was doing so well ignoring what I’m feeling then I poof..here we go again…

My 2nd FP – Flickr’s gift!

My 2nd FP – Flickr’s gift!
Originally uploaded by vwynx

What do you get when you fall in love? A guy with a pin to burst your bubble

first hour of happyness

And so the first hour of my day has passed. Certainly good. I am still smiling. I am so easy to please that’s why I am still smiling. The simplest efforts can make my day. Thus, today? Everything goes on. No noos.. Just yes to be good.

-Apy’s early birthday surprise: Al’s cakes Better than Sex so yummy.. touching letter also. Happyness.

-Kambal’s before midnight text…my friends are getting mushy hihii… Happyness also.

-Mine called weeeee… cute little voice. Was talking to him til the clock struck 12. Happyness.

-Made it to Flickr’s Explore again! weeee. Wish granted. Thank you Flickr! Happyness.

-Friends waiting with me for the time. Carmi and Ez for the webbie greeting. Happyness

-Plurk greetings from Oishi Thirdy, Ana, Madel, Kupo, Jenna and Alviar when the clock hits midnight again. Happyness.

-YM greeting from Cliff and Alvin, midnight again. Happyness.

-Text from Karrie and Nanay, midnight again. Happyness.

The day is just starting and there are so many things to smile about already. I hope this last the whole day. I pray for a great new beginning. Thank you for another year.

Family time

Went to see to finally see Transformers yesterday with the whole gang. It was sooo effin’ awesome. Just the right amount of drama, a great dose of comedy and gotta-love-it action play. Really wow. Great words too! I just love it. Plus, there’s popcorn. I love popcorn. LOL.

This would be among the times when you know that there’s so much more you want and yet you feel peacefully happy When money can’t buy happiness but can buy you a time to be spent together. It’s just nice. Though yes there cannot not be any blunders everytime we go out… Jiro barfed in his clothes thus getting him new shirt and shorts upon arrival. LOLs. Shoulda do that sometime ahahaha. And Dwayne getting lost when we were just beside each other. LOLs again.

We bought Xylon’s new Dual 2 Quad Core pc also. Weeeee Sims time for me!!!! Hahaha. Now the other room is packed with two PCs and two printers. LOL. We need to go wireless soon. I hope. And during those times that everything is just fine, I just smile even if I was panicking about my job hunting days ago.

It has been a crazy week at home. With Jiro’s suspension/punishment being the envy of all at schoo and by Dwayne and Dwayne faking LBM to skip school. Those two really are something. LOLs.

I bought a purple leggings. Haha. But I forgot to drop by Swatch to get battery for the watch I had been wearing all day with the time of 11:30 all day also. Grr. I got another pimple. Been texting with Starfish all day also. Finally got the hang of browsing the net..err..plurk with my PSP at Megamall. Ohhh and ate at Racks again after so long. Sooo.. all is good.

Today

Today was good. Watched 13 going on 30 this morning plus a couple of TV series. LOL Sometimes I do miss the TV. It has less drama than the net Har. Hmmm…

But really there are somethings in the net that makes me smile :):) Weeeeeee~ Then again, can’t be too happy about it. The wonders of advance communication.

But..but.. I’m happy.

Online drama

Late post again…

July 8, 2009

Adik sa’yo…awit sa akin…

And so the song keeps playing on my mind. Funny series. And now my mind becomes blank. I have an interview again tomorrow. And today I also saw a job posting from IRRI. My heart skipped. It’s IRRI even if it’s here. If I get a job offer there I wouldn’t be hesitating to accept it. Sigh. With great hopes of course that Carmi and Tito and Tita would understand. But no use worrying about that now hahaha as I haven’t even applied. LOL

….Mine said he missed me. There goes that line to sure to soften me. Garr.. We weren’t in speaking terms since the other day. LOLs. Committed the biggest blunder guys would do. LOL. Well, maybe not the biggest but synonymous to that at least, since it didn’t happen face to face AND hindi naman kami. LOL. But still, a big ego blow for me to be called by an endearment used for another. Fine ang babaw. But..Hmf. LOLz. Then Arvin points out again na hindi nga naman kami at chat lang yon and nagkamali lang thus “lol” was just his answer when I asked for his opinion. Fine. But I was upset. Hmmmm.

But then again, all’s been said and done. No use crying over spilled milk and all those cliché. And this is just online drama Sigh…. all I gotta do is to disconnect and poof real life continues. They may just even be fictional characters in my life. Sad to say. There are some things that can’t be real. Even if you wish them to be…….

Some people might really just remain a yellow bulb in your messenger list which you only get to talk to when you connect to the big tangles of the world-wide web.

Sinusitis

LOL. This was soo days ago. Was too lazy to type it thus I kept writing on the paper for the succeeding entries. Grr..

July 5, 2009

Gwarsh. My face is hurting! Having sinus headaches since I woke up! My gums are hurting too. Kuya Barry said something about them hurting with sinusitis but never got to see his reply to my plurk. Garr.. Cheeks aching. Head aching.

I finished reading Cecilia Ahern’s Thank you for the memories. So nice, made me teary at the end. Will write a review tomorrow or the next day or the next. lol. I’m thinking of random me stuff. Hmmm.. should post the note from Facebook here too.

I’m waiting for Sinutab to drive me sleepy as I am not. Just thinking of other SPs to do before my birthday. I realized that maybe I should just go with it. That I will find a job for me in God’s time. After he selected it. It’s now 10days before I turn 24. OMG. Almost a quarter of my life has passed. What I done with it? Have I been truly happy? I rserve those answers for next week

I’m becoming sleepy now. I remember what Cliff said yesterday in the midst of me bring stupid and emotional: “hindi ka makakahanap ng matinog, kung hindi ka din matino maghanap.” Maybe that’s why I magnet super young guys or meet the people which are so wrong for me….

ZZzzzzz…

And as I am typing this now. I realized how random my thoughts were then. Hahaha. Must be really sleepy then. :p

Sinutab

Soooo sleepy now. Knock out again by Sinutab. A dreamless sleep I hope. Tiring and happy day though.

Will type all past blogs tomorrow. I hope.

Coffee

When you’re told to blog about anything, what would be the first thing that comes to your mind?

Mine right now would be coffee. May it be the literal meaning or with some hidden meaning. I want coffee. Not hot and not cold. Not a frapuccino but a regular super sweet one. I love the smell of coffee. It’s bitter and yet sweet like life. Why do we want it? Well, for the main reason it keeps us awake and alert. Eyes dilated and every sense at it’s attention. But coffee only gives us a boost for only three hours they say. Better take an apple. Hmm. But there’s something addicting to that bitter-sweet taste of it. At some point I think again of how most of us live our lives. We drink it even if it’s hot and burns us. We jump into the unkown knowing it will hurt us in the end, but still our curiosity gets the best of us and still we jump. As the saying goes, take a risk because if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more.

And this is how my mind is working right now. Coffee. I want coffee. Just because of a coffee urge I begin to associate it with life. We want it hot or cold, bitter and sweet depending on our moods. But at the end of the day there would just always be one perfect cup for us. Just one. One that can make any cup taste so bland and boring.

For my quick fix, Starbucks would always be on the top of my list.Is it anywhere near you? Check out where they are: store locator

I’m wanting a Javachip Frapuccino now.

070203 smiles

It’s nice to be away from home for a change. Really. It’s a great break! Haha. Though I had spent a great deal being so near the shopping areas. LOL I even bought a fish eye jelly lens that doesn’t seem to work. Grr..

1. Starbucks with Carmi and Karrie
2. Ice Age 3
3. New interview
4. More pictures
5. Jelly lens with fake fish eye effect. lols.
6. A good break from my “break”
7. Offline mode. Sometimes the net I think is stressing me out. LOL. Funny how it does that. But I had slept soooo soundly during my offline mode. No puyats!!
8. Sleeping early. Really.
9. The WOW boarding house/apartment that Carmi has there. Wow. Really wow. Everything’s in there. A real home away from home!! Really OMG. LOL.
10. Cookfest and Alfredo white sauce with Ging
11. Aircon weeee hahahaha
12. M&Ms
13. Peace and quiet..no boys, no nagging.
14. Realizations amidst the confusions on where I want to be.. Where nga ba? I know it’s here but… Sigh. At some point I have accepted that maybe things really don’t go the way we want them to be.
15. A break from mooning over him. Or have I really? Hmm.. Who is HIM?
16. Sun after the interview. For a change. A sign maybe? Hmm..
17. Cecilia Ahern’s words.

I was happy during our stay there. Kup and I had fun playing house haha.